ok? ok.

somebody asked me the other day, why have i been so quiet lately and why does it seem like im pushing people away. 

well first off, i kinda like being alone these days rather than having company. 

and there's only one reason for that ; people are disappointing. in so many ways. 

secondly, i have changed, my perspectives have changed, and people around me have changed too. 

i no longer perceive things the way i used to. i don't get bothered by petty stuffs like i used to. 

and no one understands that. just no one. 

so one day, i kind of just stopped explaining myself 

cause nobody really had effort in wanting to understand the change in me.

and that is why i'd rather just be silent about it than having to say the same thing again and again. 

ok? ok.