i should really be sleeping
hello
been dealing w so much shit lately and it sucks.
gosh, i had so much in mind when i was showering just now
and now everything just goes blank. not cool ok.
probably that caffeine overload effect. idk.
maybe i should make a list of the things that i look forward to in the next few months.
1) Tame Impala's show on the 23rd of April (right before final exams)
2) M83 on the 7th of May (DURING EXAMS)
3) Getaway w Lisa, my friend from Austria :))))))))
4) My advanced open water license!!! (w my caring yet loving bro) (NOT)
5) Rural area posting for our Public Health research
6) Ramadan!! (tho i have maybe 10 days to ganti puasa) (yeay to me)
7) planning stuffs for my summer break
(im thinking of hiking Mount Kinabalu cause its been my dream since like forever)
(also thinking of following Lisa back to Austria! lol but we all know i wont have the money for that)
(india???)
(new zealand w a couple of friends to visit a couple of friends there and to jalan2 of course)
oh and im writing now just to kill time cause im waiting for my phone to get fully charged and also i type faster at night (at least thats what i think)
im going to go for cycling at Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam early morning tomorrow w my kopeks(girls i met from our singapore trip after SPM) AND IM STILL HERE TYPING AT 3AM.
yeah i tend to sleep super late when i have plans the next morning. but im guessing people kind of just do that everytime. haha
oh and im gonna have a post about climbing Tabur Hill, soon. (that seriously deserves a post alone because it makes me sick just thinking about it LOL)(and also my whole body is aching because of that zzzz)
Apart from that, my 1-week study break will come to an end in a few hours and
i only managed to finish 2 lectures this one whole week.
congratulations, dear self.
and if anyone is wondering what kind of shit ive been dealing with these days,
first off, ignorant people who just dont know how to appreciate the small things in life (sometimes even big things),
people who take things for granted,
people who put me at the bottom of their list when i thought theyre one of my priorities,
and the doubts that i have about enrolling myself into medical school.
now u know why i say people are disappointing, including myself.
but since i love myself too much, i hereby forgive myself for all the unintelligent and meaningless things that i do in life.
and the only reason i write is for myself. (well u know, to come back and read about my own posts one day and have a good laugh about it - about how shitty my writing is) (oh and also to boast about how good I am at procrastinating) ;-)
been dealing w so much shit lately and it sucks.
gosh, i had so much in mind when i was showering just now
and now everything just goes blank. not cool ok.
probably that caffeine overload effect. idk.
maybe i should make a list of the things that i look forward to in the next few months.
1) Tame Impala's show on the 23rd of April (right before final exams)
2) M83 on the 7th of May (DURING EXAMS)
3) Getaway w Lisa, my friend from Austria :))))))))
4) My advanced open water license!!! (w my caring yet loving bro) (NOT)
5) Rural area posting for our Public Health research
6) Ramadan!! (tho i have maybe 10 days to ganti puasa) (yeay to me)
7) planning stuffs for my summer break
(im thinking of hiking Mount Kinabalu cause its been my dream since like forever)
(also thinking of following Lisa back to Austria! lol but we all know i wont have the money for that)
(india???)
(new zealand w a couple of friends to visit a couple of friends there and to jalan2 of course)
oh and im writing now just to kill time cause im waiting for my phone to get fully charged and also i type faster at night (at least thats what i think)
im going to go for cycling at Bukit Cerakah, Shah Alam early morning tomorrow w my kopeks(girls i met from our singapore trip after SPM) AND IM STILL HERE TYPING AT 3AM.
yeah i tend to sleep super late when i have plans the next morning. but im guessing people kind of just do that everytime. haha
oh and im gonna have a post about climbing Tabur Hill, soon. (that seriously deserves a post alone because it makes me sick just thinking about it LOL)(and also my whole body is aching because of that zzzz)
Apart from that, my 1-week study break will come to an end in a few hours and
i only managed to finish 2 lectures this one whole week.
congratulations, dear self.
and if anyone is wondering what kind of shit ive been dealing with these days,
first off, ignorant people who just dont know how to appreciate the small things in life (sometimes even big things),
people who take things for granted,
people who put me at the bottom of their list when i thought theyre one of my priorities,
and the doubts that i have about enrolling myself into medical school.
now u know why i say people are disappointing, including myself.
but since i love myself too much, i hereby forgive myself for all the unintelligent and meaningless things that i do in life.
and the only reason i write is for myself. (well u know, to come back and read about my own posts one day and have a good laugh about it - about how shitty my writing is) (oh and also to boast about how good I am at procrastinating) ;-)
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