coffee, work, life and me
Coffees don't seem to work on me nowadays.
Sucks, really. Especially when u have to finish ur work before tomorrow CAUSE DUHH DEADLINE IS TOMORROW -_______-
And i'm already so so sleepy.
I should be getting my work done but, since i'm too sleepy,
i figured i could blog for a short while.
Soooooo, why is life so complicated?
When will i start thinking for myself first?
When will i know how to put my happiness on top of others'?
Someone seriously needs to give me a lecture on how to start being selfish.
U know some things in life happen at the most unexpected times.
Well, something odd that i myself have never imagined happened to me a few weeks ago.
And i'm still in the confused phase. Still having so many thoughts relating to it in mind.
But i guess, things happen for reasons (though i haven't really figured what was the reason for that).
And somehow, u just got to a point where u just have to be ok with everything even if it's not ok.
To be honest though, i'm really used to that. So, i'll be fine :-)
One question before i stop writing,
How to decide if we're actually having feelings for someone or not?
Sucks, really. Especially when u have to finish ur work before tomorrow CAUSE DUHH DEADLINE IS TOMORROW -_______-
And i'm already so so sleepy.
I should be getting my work done but, since i'm too sleepy,
i figured i could blog for a short while.
Soooooo, why is life so complicated?
When will i start thinking for myself first?
When will i know how to put my happiness on top of others'?
Someone seriously needs to give me a lecture on how to start being selfish.
U know some things in life happen at the most unexpected times.
Well, something odd that i myself have never imagined happened to me a few weeks ago.
And i'm still in the confused phase. Still having so many thoughts relating to it in mind.
But i guess, things happen for reasons (though i haven't really figured what was the reason for that).
And somehow, u just got to a point where u just have to be ok with everything even if it's not ok.
To be honest though, i'm really used to that. So, i'll be fine :-)
One question before i stop writing,
How to decide if we're actually having feelings for someone or not?
Since you said that you just love yourself, why then put ur happiness in jeopardy? Selfish people live longer. Clichè. Stop waiting for people and stop being the one who keeps making themselves feel better when theyre not even trying or they themselves didnt try hard enough. You are not responsible of every being that u know. Know ur limits to when u need to treat urself. And one thing, for once, try to just focus on yourself. JUST. YOURSELF. You'll be happier trust me. It felt good and as if i never want to think about others anymore (but kidding la ofc i care) but know ur limits. U have the power to ur rights whether to say no, or even ake time for urself. And stop being attached to people whom u think are bring u down. It's ok to be needed rather than to cling on so much and self-destructing at the same time. At least then ure superior. This is a message from someone who just turned selfish and live a happier life LOL take care hannah. It's willpower as well.
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