i kinda forgot how to like edit the side pictures in my blog.
cause most of the pictures are me without my tudung.
but ok ill get it done soon or later maybe......
and also im not 18 :|
back to why im still kind of emotional now is because
...........
I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!!!!!
theres only wany, trisyia and pusya left now in malaysia.
i hope they wont leave me too very soon :(
My uncle, passed away on the 1st of October 2015,
which is about 4 days ago. He was a great man, great father to all of his 6 kids and great husband to his lovely wife, my aunt.
It is not easy for all of us, especially his family.
But God is great and God knows best when we know not.
I have been really sad lately because i cannot bear seeing my aunt frustrated and finding it hard to move on. And my aunt has always been the cheerful kind of person. Seeing her like that really breaks my heart. I hope God will make it easy for my aunt, for our whole family.
I also dont really have anyone to talk to these days. Writing consoles me a little, at least. And also God is always there to listen. But sometimes u just need to let it out to someone. especially for someone like me, who's not used to keeping things to herself.
For a moment before i started my 2nd year, everything was so good, i felt so content and so thankful with everything i have. I still do now. It's just sometimes, i feel empty and a bit lost? Partly because God just wants me to get closer to Him. And i should be thankful for that. I keep reminding myself everyday of how grateful i am to have
-a roof to live under,
-a one-in-a-million father who raised me up for complete 20 years,
-a truly understanding mother who i can just spill everything out to,
-a cute and very loving grandmother who is also understanding and also contributed to raising me up for 4 years,
-protective brothers who crack me up everytime,
-younger brothers who i can count on,
-younger sister who copies every single thing i do,
-the crazy, loving and non-judgemental Nordins clan,
-friends who truly care and i can relate my life to,
-be able to have 4 or 5 meals a day,
-be able to eat anytime and anything i want,
-be able to study medicine
-and much much more...
Alhamdulillah
cause most of the pictures are me without my tudung.
but ok ill get it done soon or later maybe......
and also im not 18 :|
back to why im still kind of emotional now is because
...........
I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!!!!!
theres only wany, trisyia and pusya left now in malaysia.
i hope they wont leave me too very soon :(
My uncle, passed away on the 1st of October 2015,
which is about 4 days ago. He was a great man, great father to all of his 6 kids and great husband to his lovely wife, my aunt.
It is not easy for all of us, especially his family.
But God is great and God knows best when we know not.
إِنَّا للهِ وَإِنَّـا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعونَ
"We surely belong to Allah and to Him we shall return"
I have been really sad lately because i cannot bear seeing my aunt frustrated and finding it hard to move on. And my aunt has always been the cheerful kind of person. Seeing her like that really breaks my heart. I hope God will make it easy for my aunt, for our whole family.
I also dont really have anyone to talk to these days. Writing consoles me a little, at least. And also God is always there to listen. But sometimes u just need to let it out to someone. especially for someone like me, who's not used to keeping things to herself.
For a moment before i started my 2nd year, everything was so good, i felt so content and so thankful with everything i have. I still do now. It's just sometimes, i feel empty and a bit lost? Partly because God just wants me to get closer to Him. And i should be thankful for that. I keep reminding myself everyday of how grateful i am to have
-a roof to live under,
-a one-in-a-million father who raised me up for complete 20 years,
-a truly understanding mother who i can just spill everything out to,
-a cute and very loving grandmother who is also understanding and also contributed to raising me up for 4 years,
-protective brothers who crack me up everytime,
-younger brothers who i can count on,
-younger sister who copies every single thing i do,
-the crazy, loving and non-judgemental Nordins clan,
-friends who truly care and i can relate my life to,
-be able to have 4 or 5 meals a day,
-be able to eat anytime and anything i want,
-be able to study medicine
-and much much more...
Alhamdulillah
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